Sunday, August 18, 2013

I respectfully disagree

I tried the no weighing thing this week and it sucked.  I disagree w/ my Therapist.  I need the daily reminder, be it motivation or a slap on the wrist.

I had a 'bad' night Friday.  We had friends over and I ate way more than I should have (but annoyingly never felt full!) Still I didn't go crazy, but it was crazy for me.   

Tonight my husband and I went out for a nice dinner.  I have been craving wine something awful so I had like a 1/4 glass.  It was yummy - and I felt it! - good thing I didn't have a whole one.  I then had two pieces of bread from the damn basket.  I had meatballs and pasta.  I ate two small meatballs and hit the wall.  They were delightful but that was it for me.

Also?  I am incredibly constipated and have my period.  So, lovely all around.  Between last night and today I've taken a stool softener, three Phillips' capsules and FOUR doses of Miralax aaaaaaand a big fat nothing to show for it.  I feel like you could stick a pin in me and I'd explode flying around the room.

I take a fiber pill every day and I've been CHUGGING water.

Anyway, I weighed myself just to add insult to injury and it was up 5 pounds.  FIVE.  So, after I jumped out the window I came in here to blog.

Tomorrow, back to weighing daily, back to basics food-wise and for the love hopefully back to pooping.

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